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I know what to do alrd! From now on, Im going to show all other entries to 'friends only'... that means, those who are not added as 'frens' will not be able to read further entries! :)

Aww.. dun be so sad. From now on, try to do something more constructive than minding other people's business k? Maybe study more ya...  
 

 


 

 
 
 
 
 
 

I dislike it everytime Im forced to say something I dun reali want. I dun blame those who do that to me cos probably its just me who dun like to tell people too much about myself.

Im not reali that secretive, I still tell people things that I consider as secrets. Once I decide to share a secret, I will tell that person more than what he/ she expected but if I dun feel like telling, usuali i'd just answer to the point. It makes me even more reluctant to tell the same person anything the next time... I feel a lil 'cheated'.. Haha...

Anyway, I realise that more people know about this blog than I even invited. Yeah... Im considering to close this blog soon. How do I noe?.... U THINK IM STUPID AR!!!! I dun wana mention names. Grr... make me self-destruct my blog. Irritating people... Anyway, Im still considering this option, I dun reali bear to. Let's see how things go. Sighz... My poor blog, I've spent so much time and feelings in it... Anyway, I can always set up a new blog if I want. This time, I will be even more careful who to invite!
 

Yawnz...
 
 
 
 
 
 

I had ISORG today... Sighz.. The lecturer wanted us to set up a blog to do our assignments, and MUST BE BLOGSPOT! Im using livejournal cos I duno how to use that! Seems like god doesn't want me to hide from my fears... Wahaha! I wonder how Im going to deal with this module too. It is so 'TECHNOLOGICAL'... And there's smth that Im vvvv sure of...

YANG THENG + TECHNOLOGY = DISASTER!!!!!!! 

Lao niang dun even noe how to set up blog and now... SIGHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Change topic la... 'Chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi'

My sore throat started last night and adding to this, after the badminton game w grace and friends last sunday, my left knee hurts. I didn't fall down, why the pain? Pain here pain there... SIGHZ!!!

Im going to watch 'Daddy nanny' on channel 8 now... This entry is just to help kill time. Till we meet again!

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
Why do people keep asking me for my results? Everytime I see them, there is no word of concern or wadsoeva but question after question on how much I scored and if I have already received my results. Good or bad, its seriously NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS! Can't  they stop comparing?!

I met my ex classmate,Wai Gang in the library today. He was taking the same course as me! Surprise surprise! Thinking about him during  the JC days reali made me laugh. He was the most naughty and rowdy student in class and on the day for class chairman selection, the whole class actually voted for him on purpose! Wahaha! He looked so tanned and slim... contrary to wad he used to look like. I almost couldn't recognise him!

Although yesterday was my first lecture, i truely felt  my student life  back to normal only today... When I see the usual gang with me again. Friends really make one's life complete huh!
 
 
 
 
 
 

I still have not receive my results. Wads going to happen manz... With everything undone and school starting on just Monday. Will I be allowed even to step into the lecture theatre?? Sighz.!!!

Well well.. Since Im feeling as if the whole world owes me a living, i might as well say something that I dislike...  Topic is.. thinking and toking in my brain...

Must be a lil crude to relieve my agony. EEEYAAAAKKHAHAHAHAHA!!



10 things that will make me reject a guy (WAHAHA!) :

1) Late comers (All the time) : Not respecting the person they are meeting

2)  Misers ( Different from being thrifty, which I respect) : Those who make sure that what they spend on you is same or at best less than what you spent on them. eek..!

3)  Put eggs in different baskets (Go after many girls at the same time, just to have a higher 'chance' that a gal would accept him): I doubt he will be faithful and can stand the test of time, since he is interested in so many ppl at one go...  OUT !!!

4) Boastful: Look carefully, it might be an empty shell inside.

5) Those who keep going on and on and on and on about themselves and their achievements: One-way communication?

6) Those who make me feel that talking is like debating: I wonder if they eva accept what other ppl think... Maybe they think that they are always right. Tired...

7) Those who compares the girl he likes with another girl. : He thinks that he is damn perfect... which, most of the time is otherwise.

8) Those who laughs and criticises another girl whom he thinks is ugly: Maybe he needs a mirror... reflection of himself. (disgusting).

9) Overly narcissistic: Probably no one in the world can replace his care for his appearance. Is his 'special' gal standing beside transparent?

10) Those who break their promises every now and then: Lack of responsibility and trustworthiness


Come to think of it, I dun think its very crude. I dun think most of the gals would like those characteristics too...


 
 
 
 
 
 
I haven't blog for quite a long time. Well, sorry to those who take the time to keep up with my life. Hmmz... Time flies so fast that in a blink, 10 weeks just swept past me and my internship came to an end. Well, I will post all the pics i have next time.

The most expensive thing i've earned in KPMG is friendship. Short but yet beautiful. I will miss those people badly. Well well... the most frequently asked questions were: Which university are you from and are you attached.. Wahaha!~ Some even helped me to 'mix and match'. Worse of all, when i get home, my mum also asked the same question: ' Girl ar... Tell me the truth, do you have a bf?... (before i answered)...I think must be dun have... aee.. better not be so ngeow ar.. last time when mummy passed 21, i got no more admirers already!" 

Me:  Jialat... -_-"'

Anyway, enough of nonsense...  Guess why i decided to blog today?... Well, i wana mark the first time in many many years that i went for a class alone (other than ballet, which i managed to make new friends in no time). Last saturday was my grandfather's birthday dinner so i had to change my jap class to today. I dragged myself to class cos i dun like to go for classes alone but to my surprise, i learnt faster and actually enjoyed the process! :) 

This entry is a lil bo liao but well, its here to remind me of a special day.

PS: Its past midnight... i should say yesterday...
..... Back to sleep.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 I had Monday blues on Monday.. Its reali reali blue and this time was w/o a reason. Im just not in the right mood but didn't show it to anyone. I tot i could just hide that emotion away but was surprised when someone who simply smsed me can feel it. Manz.. I was shocked, not surprised! SMS ONLY OKAY!! :s 

Oh ya, Jerel asked me out for dinner yesterday. Again, the self proclaimed loner who likes being alone ermz... ya... asked me out for dinner. The inner side of her enjoys companionship. Will she ever acknowledge this side of her? I told her that my greatest wish during my stay is for her to accept new things in her life. Well, for the sake of her, I wun wana explain further. Anyway, she paid for dinner again this time! Manz... luckily i decided to be prudent and counted in the possibility! I choose one of the cheapest meals in the jap shop and refused to add any soups and drinks which will cost more. Lucky lucky lucky... My guess was right!... She always insist that I can always treat her after i start working but arn I not doing so now?.. Well, although the pay is peanuts... but i still have my humble pocket money from my daddy!!

I rmb smth, i bought my favourite avocado juice for Jerel during lunch and brought it back to office for her. All my friends who've tried LOVE it la... BUT... Ms Jerel rejected it, saying that its green and 'buttery'and looks like monster blood. She returned it back to me. Im disappointed! $2.50 plus sincerity, all gone to... MY STOMACH. Wahaha! :x

Guess wad, Elisa's birthda is on national day! I bought her a present yesterday without buying any wrapping paper because.... Tadaaa!!!


I know im vvv poor with wad im earning now but im not trying to save that dollar. Sometimes, a thoughtful gift is what that people will remember for life! I haven't hold a colour pencil for years and i noe the colouring looks horrible but i already tried my best!... Can u imagine my 'master pieces' in secondary school? Jialat... 

She will be taking half day leave tomorrow, so i will pass it to her before she leaves cos i dun wana everyone from IT to see my present :s Is this the starting of being a loner?!! Oooohh... one more look at my art:


Btw, u just made a wrong guess, dun be cheated by the plastic bag! Im not going to tell you what i bought for her...! :)

Im going for a mystery visit to somewhere tomorrow to get something 'fixed'... hope that it will be, i want ''it'' silky!!!!





 
 
 
 
 
 
 

I'd let the pictures talk.






I find this very peaceful. What about u?





The secretive side of me decided not to post the pic we took tgt.. :)

 
 
 
 
 
 
Im STILL sick!! Its been more than a week alrd  and i still feel terrible... Especially when I keep coughing and the flu keeps cuming back. The medicine doesn't work at all and the medical consultation cost $32 in total. Im cheated!!!! :(  Last Wednesday, I coughed until I vomitted. Manz.. that was so embarrassing. 

I walked with pace( ermz.. well, i dun wana look so obvious that Im going to vomit la..) to the toilet. When I passed by the mailing uncle, its reali 'high time'and the puking sound came out from my mouth BUT luckily nth came out. I made it to the toilet! There wasn't anyone in there which, im again, vv lucky. After everything, my red eyes teared so much that the lady who came in tot I was crying. I didn't dare to go into the toilet probably she tot she was 'disturbing' . Wahaha! 

On thursday, a mini survey booth was set near to the toilet. Anyone who did the survey will get a free gift! We got 3 things to choose from: mug, torch or chocolate. When Nany( my fren from S'pore tax) and I came out of the toilet, we er... 'volunteered'. Wahaha!

On Friday, everyone didn't have to work becos it was MAKE A DIFFERENCE DAY! We went to Yishun Safra Country Club to supervise children from GRACE ORCHARD SCHOOL to play games. Well, there weren't enuf students for everyone so many of us practically did nothing. The first game was bowling. Ppl like lao niang who is damn free decided to cheer for the students when its there turn. 

The second game was something that needed team spirit. The class of students under our care came in FIRST in one of their obstacles!

Wait... I think i should do a lil explaining. The students( 14 to 18 years old) from this school are not totally 'normal' kids... Ya... thats y they need to go to a special school. Some looked like they live in their own word, while some are so afraid of noise that they have to stick their fingers into their ears. There was a girl who couldn't stop dancing when the music started playing! Her teacher had to pulled her back to her group several times. Man, she danced rather well!!! :s There was this guy who had sooo lil self eseem that everytime he finished bowling and had to turn around to the crowd, he used his hand to cover his face. 

The classes have different names. 'Victory' are those who are in a recovery condition. They should be able to join normal schools soon, i think. My department was allocated to 'Love' and, indeed the students need more of our patience and love. When they came in first in their game, i screamed and cheered so hard for them becos I tot it will mean a lot to them since they are in a 'worse' condition compared to their schoolmates. 

Here is a quick peek of some ppl from US tax. 


Oh, i rmb smth... The Jerel who likes being alone actuali asked me to be her companion for friday's event. Im so happy! :) Will she start opening up to people??

I had ballet today and the teacher praised me again. My previous teacher seldom do that and I always tot im lousy! I've neva felt so special in any lesson before  until I came here! At this higher grade Im taking, everything becomes more demanding but I neva felt so comfortable before! Contradicting right?? Jap class is getting difficult... several  students in the class have some 'background', I feel slow. :( I will work harder. 

 
 
 
 
 
 

Im having a bad flu and cough with a lot of phlegm. Lets recap what caused it. Friday was Catherine's last day. This is her but this pic was not taken on her last day:



It was raining cats and dogs that day. So heavy and windy that the umbrella can only keep our heads dry. Jeff led us in circles to get to the designated Korean restaurant to meet the other 'graduated' interns. Well, im alrd having a sore throat on Thur but still ate 3 donuts ( one was given from Speckie 1 from IT dept, who won 4D twice in a row and the other 2 is our Thur snack). The donuts looked sooo... beautiful, if i dun eat, i will be letting myself down right? 

Well, the rain on Friday onli adds oil to fire. I had a fever on Friday. Bingo.. Didn't go ballet on Sat cos Im too stiff but had to go for Jap class cos was my first lesson. ( Ooh.. The teacher was pretty and humorous! Manz... If im a guy and single, i will go for her!!..) 

On Sunday, I met someone in the bus. I tapped her shoulder but she turned ard and looked away. She is not the only one angry but i made the move to go forward!  How long is this cold war going to last? Wait... Speaking of which, I feel so damn energetic. I think friendship is just like BGR...  When ur close enuf to a person, u tend to be more open to the person thats y u will speak yur mind becos u noe that at the end of the day, THE someone will forgive or understand you. Nth is perfect and the the strongest relationship is something that is able to go through ups and downs and in the end, 2 hearts stand strong after the storm. 

We are both stubborn people and may not see EVERYTHING eye to eye. BUT there lies no fault in this itself. U think ur not at fault becos u have yur own stand but dun u realise thats how I also see it from my point of view? 

If this is how you're going to treat this friendship just becos of a stupid incident, theres nth i can do becos one needs both hands to clap. We both are angry but if u choose to stay in this redundant anger and let this be the barrier of our friendship, I have nuttin to say. Thats all. Period. 

Back to the topic. Yesterday( Monday), I went to work and left for home at around 10.30am. I have a 2-day MC. Manz... shouldn't even have gone work in the first place, waste my washing powder for the clothes i wore. haha! 

Beofore I end, i like to show you my 'kai xin guo'... Mr Koh Chong Tang. He looks like Mr bean la...


Cute?? Oh ya, i rmb something. He told us on Friday that he was painting his house the day before and guess wad he wore on Friday? A polo tee with prints that look like paint! He certainly noes how to dress like his mood!







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